i’m just so scared i’ll never feel happy like i know happiness isn’t a constant state but i just want to feel it for a little while i want to feel safe and warm and peaceful and just okay with myself with where i’m at with everything and i’m so, so afraid i’ll never have that

and i just want that

i just want to feel happy

the future is frightening and stressful and i just want to be happy for like five seconds and not feel like i’m suffocating or detached from everything i need to be held for several hours

jaclcfrost:

[inhales] [exhales] [looks out into the sunset] the sweet smell of not being in high school

[remembers that i have no idea what i want to do for my future] [continues to stare out into the sunset] shit

[inhales] [exhales] [looks out into the sunset] the sweet smell of not being in high school

ponderation:

Cathedral Cove by Yan Zhang

ponderation:

Cathedral Cove by Yan Zhang

Greg Laswell  - Girls Just Want To Have Fun
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Girls Just Want To Have Fun - Greg Laswell

standing next to sunflowers always makes me feel weak like “look at this fucking flower. this flower is taller than i am. this flower is winning and i’m losing”

amoying:

jaclcfrost:

check out these trees

hey…just to inform you these are sunflowers and not trees

i love these trees

check out these trees

i’m going to see my little brother in person for the first time in like two months

what if he’s as tall as i am

what if he’s taller

[goes back in time and finds past me] listen. listen right now. i’m you from the future and what i have to tell you is very important. it is imperative that you listen and take what i say to heart. we get hot in the future. there’s no need to worry. we get hot. we did well. look at me. i’m hot